Showing posts with label Thursday. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Thursday. Show all posts

Sunday, March 23, 2014

T.T. Test #3: The Left Lane Research for Reason P.2

Creative University of Earthlings

March 20, 2014
Matthew Johnson

The Left Lane Research for Reason
Attempting to find the Meaning in the Fast Lane p.II and III



During this time of Left Lane dreaming, I was also in the making of taking my first step onto the path of discovery, truth, and revelation to a world that was around me, but not “understood” around me. That’s right, I was doing my thing, dreaming and constantly being motivated by the videos of this week long rally around the world. This particular event of emotion sped up my heart rate to invent something to sell for a cool payout, and then live comfortably off of the royalties that this idea returned.

I thought of them all, from living on the water hotels called “River cabins”, to introducing new lines of products to fortune 500 companies (WHICH I WILL ADD, They used and made a product after – which only showed me that my ideas caught the eyes of billionaires, which is motivating in itself) *Side note – of you have an idea for a product, sell it yourself. Do not rely on corporations and other business to “help”you.  These products ranged from bites and pieces on the go for easy portability, to thinner, sleeker, and child friendly products for healthy snacks for the ENTIRE family.
I never knew what these companies thought, but I know my ideas were sampled for “field testing”. It is cool, I am not upset.

Once a few ideas were closed out and left alone, I went BACK to focusing on honing my skills and pursuits to make it to the Rally.

But the universe shifted and I was no longer into the driving phase I once was the previous four years.
I had found a door to the world of meaning and reason. A door that will change the ENTIRE course structure of my life..


I will discover, just like I had with the Rally, that I was onto another adventure, but not one fueled by money and fast cars, but by Earth, the natural, and the deities that make home on this planet.
I had opened the door to experimental meaning and reason. (I think)
From here, I can find myself in between ideals of society, religious practices, philosophical meanings that attach themselves to the culture that I was a part of, and the motivation for “doing what we ‘do’, when a ‘do’ is discovered for doing
.
Making art, bouncing around from idea to idea, religious concept to religious concept, I slowly lost myself in the neighborhood of “what if’s”, and forgot about the original plan for attempting to travel among the worlds leading captains of industries for a week long driving adventure and nightly parties of stories, dranks, music, gals, positive emotion of an elite group of individuals.
In this neighborhood, I questioned life, religion, philosophies, and one of the many ways our planets region function over its masses. “No one gives a fuck. This is all just random, go after yours type of planet.”

This is how I thought. Still feel that way at times. Many of the regions on this planet operate and function at this rate, if said country is one of this “modern society” blueprint.

Thursday, March 20, 2014

T.T. Test #3: The Left Lane Research for Reason P.1

Creative University of Earthlings

March 20, 2014
Matthew Johnson

The Left Lane Research for Reason
Attempting to find the Meaning in the Fast Lane

                It all started with a rally. A very FANCY rally that was WAYY out of my league to join. Money, fast cars, skinny women, parties, and sleeping a total of 30 hours in seven days – this was my newest goal for achieving ‘success’ within my mind.

                I was merely that fat guy who lived in Winston that called himself, ‘40’. A jolly bloke who was chill, cheerful, and when under the influence, made the antics known and the immediate setting of others one to follow.

                It changed though. OHHHHH my goodness did it change. Once I had a taste of that left lane dream – my career to be able to afford a $35,000 yearly trip around the world legitimately became my ultimate dream, fantasy, and motivation to be wealthy.

                But, what I did not know what was in store for me and my future would be highly the opposite. It started with a link from youtube. “The Carrera goes crazy”, or something like that. And I was hooked. The pure passion of automobiles, the artistry of design for exotics, and the speed won me over instantly, along with the perfect driving music to keep ones attention on track while driving over 150mph.

                The rally days had begun.

I found a blank cd, recorded tracks that I felt were suitable for driving like a rally professional, and NEVER removed this cd from my cd player inside of my car for at least 4 years. Over and over I constantly played this album, never really focused on the lyrics, but more of the beat and tempo – this became my soundtrack to driving in the fast lane.

What I did not know is that a higher source of creative intervention was riding along beside me the entire time.


(End of part 1)

Thursday, March 13, 2014

Thirsty Thursday: Conspiracies Theories, Paranoia, and 24 Juice Boxes

This TT moment is brought to you in part by: Juicy Juice.

(I am not really 'thirsty' for this moment, but I am sipping on an energy drink.)


Conspiracies Theories, Paranoia, and 24 Juice Boxes

I became addicted to a show that was featured around select cultural ideas, activities, and endeavors regarding the planet, our leaders, and the infrastructure of the worldly operations that were / are (maybe) taking place.

Conspiracy Theory.

This show was more than likely the beginning as to why I repelled the few friends in college I had associated with, because after this, realization of what I "thought" was going on, had me freaked out to no end. The amount of culture that one was exposed to was no match to the one hour viewings of a world of sci-fi / fear instilling reports. To this day, I still have no clue if some were true or not.

The Paranoia.

My ultimate reason for awkwardness, and straight up confusing ways of social interacting. You think you are apart of something, and have no idea what the f*ck is going on (countries, governments, religions, societies, and culture), is very detrimental to oneself and those you must associate with on a daily basis. Lack of communication and the ultimate enemy that was paranoia can confuse many of those around you. Then, when you want (actually needed) help, the art of paranoia is freaking you out to ask anyone, and then your awkwardness ensues and your social bubble consists of only you (myself).

Juice Boxes.

A very minimal approach to attempt to show others that you are "alright".  Sharing, offering, it was all the same. But once 'unstable' is tattooed on your forehead, you immediately lose those networks you worked so hard to acquire.

Sometimes, people are just not thirsty for a juice box.