T.T. Test #4: Adolescent 8-ball

Adolescent 8-ball

I can symbolize with the 8-ball from billiards. For the majority of my life, I have been the only 8 among my peers (for the most part). Up until the time I moved into the city school system, then I basically blended in. But outside of school, I could be seen with my brothers from other mothers - 'C' and 'T'.

This has played a heavy influence on my life, on various levels. Growing up, my influence to culture was highly different and looked at sideways, for example, being the '8' and rocking out to heavy metal at stoplights. From the music, the slang, the activities, to the schooling systems I was apart of, these events have been molded into my personality that sticks with my character today.

I am NOT upset with this at all, I merely see what the product of an environment can play on a person as they evolve on the mental / spiritual level within this planet.

T.T. Test #3: The Left Lane Research for Reason P.2

Creative University of Earthlings

March 20, 2014

Matthew Johnson

The Left Lane Research for Reason

Attempting to find the Meaning in the Fast Lane p.II and III

During this time of Left Lane dreaming, I was also in the making of taking my first step onto the path of discovery, truth, and revelation to a world that was around me, but not “understood” around me. That’s right, I was doing my thing, dreaming and constantly being motivated by the videos of this week long rally around the world. This particular event of emotion sped up my heart rate to invent something to sell for a cool payout, and then live comfortably off of the royalties that this idea returned.

I thought of them all, from living on the water hotels called “River cabins”, to introducing new lines of products to fortune 500 companies (WHICH I WILL ADD, They used and made a product after – which only showed me that my ideas caught the eyes of billionaires, which is motivating in itself) *Side note – of you have an idea for a product, sell it yourself. Do not rely on corporations and other business to “help”you.  These products ranged from bites and pieces on the go for easy portability, to thinner, sleeker, and child friendly products for healthy snacks for the ENTIRE family.

I never knew what these companies thought, but I know my ideas were sampled for “field testing”. It is cool, I am not upset.

Once a few ideas were closed out and left alone, I went BACK to focusing on honing my skills and pursuits to make it to the Rally.

But the universe shifted and I was no longer into the driving phase I once was the previous four years.

I had found a door to the world of meaning and reason. A door that will change the ENTIRE course structure of my life..

I will discover, just like I had with the Rally, that I was onto another adventure, but not one fueled by money and fast cars, but by Earth, the natural, and the deities that make home on this planet.

I had opened the door to experimental meaning and reason. (I think)

From here, I can find myself in between ideals of society, religious practices, philosophical meanings that attach themselves to the culture that I was a part of, and the motivation for “doing what we ‘do’, when a ‘do’ is discovered for doing

.

Making art, bouncing around from idea to idea, religious concept to religious concept, I slowly lost myself in the neighborhood of “what if’s”, and forgot about the original plan for attempting to travel among the worlds leading captains of industries for a week long driving adventure and nightly parties of stories, dranks, music, gals, positive emotion of an elite group of individuals.

In this neighborhood, I questioned life, religion, philosophies, and one of the many ways our planets region function over its masses. “No one gives a fuck. This is all just random, go after yours type of planet.”

This is how I thought. Still feel that way at times. Many of the regions on this planet operate and function at this rate, if said country is one of this “modern society” blueprint.

T.T. Test #3: The Left Lane Research for Reason P.1

Creative University of Earthlings

March 20, 2014

Matthew Johnson

The Left Lane Research for Reason

Attempting to find the Meaning in the Fast Lane

                It all started with a rally. A very FANCY rally that was WAYY out of my league to join. Money, fast cars, skinny women, parties, and sleeping a total of 30 hours in seven days – this was my newest goal for achieving ‘success’ within my mind.

                I was merely that fat guy who lived in Winston that called himself, ‘40’. A jolly bloke who was chill, cheerful, and when under the influence, made the antics known and the immediate setting of others one to follow.

                It changed though. OHHHHH my goodness did it change. Once I had a taste of that left lane dream – my career to be able to afford a $35,000 yearly trip around the world legitimately became my ultimate dream, fantasy, and motivation to be wealthy.

                But, what I did not know what was in store for me and my future would be highly the opposite. It started with a link from youtube. “The Carrera goes crazy”, or something like that. And I was hooked. The pure passion of automobiles, the artistry of design for exotics, and the speed won me over instantly, along with the perfect driving music to keep ones attention on track while driving over 150mph.

                The rally days had begun.

I found a blank cd, recorded tracks that I felt were suitable for driving like a rally professional, and NEVER removed this cd from my cd player inside of my car for at least 4 years. Over and over I constantly played this album, never really focused on the lyrics, but more of the beat and tempo – this became my soundtrack to driving in the fast lane.

What I did not know is that a higher source of creative intervention was riding along beside me the entire time.

(End of part 1)

After Hours: Morning Story

I Wet the Bed during a Lecture

As I leaned back with theory 1853-1AP on my mind, I drifted into the setting of a coffeehouse, where I ordered my typical coffee, one sugar, a snack, and 3 napkins for clean up. The comprehension of thoughts and situations began to be applied throughout various levels of this planet for theory 1853-1AP. Next thing I know, my cup is half full, my snack is gone, and I have a 1.5 page rant of how I attached human characteristics to cosmic entities known as Father Sun and Mother Earth.

(Earthlings Cosmic Parents)

The two began to speak through the coffeehouse speakers, directly at me.

“You need to change your mental self. You need to open up more. Fear rules you, and it sucks to see you this way. Make this change, for your spirit, your readers, and your acts of artistic expression you have and hold towards this brand you created….”

(Alarm Sounds)

7:15am sang from the lime green lights of the clock. I felt a warm dampness as I began to stretch out the nighttime idle. I had wet the bed…..

So I thought.  The open water bottle at my toes was smashed, with the remaining water barely holding on inside.

What a way to start the day.

NAME Blog: Your Personal Creator and the P.P.P. of each Region of the Planet

NAME News
July 9th 2013

Article: Your Creator Rules This Universe, It Is Your P, P, and P Who Determine How We See and Live Within It.

Jeneral Milwaukee

Every region on this planet has a specific set of rules, agendas, and protocols that one must remain loyal to depending on the region of occupancy. But, what does one do when the acts of protocol that are made out for the masses go against the natural grain of the Deity that reigns over that region?

The artform that is in place within nature of our world is hidden, a trait of the Deities that control the minds of millions on this planet who are not made aware of how POWERFUL and LIMITLESS their specific Creator really is. Even now, we have humans unaware of the morning star (the Mother Sun of the Cosmos) that guides, liberates, and enables our existence, but the philosophy behind this star and all of her heavenly glory is not mentioned, discussed, nor made aware.

Maybe the wise Chief was correct, that the personal pursuit of a life higher than your present situation will stay with you far more longer than if someone just told you about it over, and over, and over again. (Kind of like my position here at NAME)

The personal pursuit of your Creator, the boundaries of this existence that your creator created, and all of the natural operations are all intertwined into the praise, culture, and the overall plan of these Deities that Earthlings face on a day to day basis. Our cultures of the world derives on imitation of the Creator(s) of the world depending on regional status.

Ha. I am only going to listen sternly when the fact that these multiple Deities are all boiled down to a single identity, similar to how our world works. Televisions, entertainment consoles, beverages, realestate companies, our existence has these multi packages of different brands, but they ALL are serving the same thing in their final product. To your televisions, they all will pick up Saturdays game at 4 p.m. To the gaming consoles, they all make the same game, just different styles and controllers. To the water beverages you drink, they will ALL quench your thirst. To each real estate company, in the end, you are just looking to lay your head at night.

So, why can’t religions SEE that the praise they give up (to this single identity of our existence) day in and day out are all one in the same - the energy that flows throughout the sands of beaches, to the highest points on the mountain tops?

One day though, it is just a matter of time.